maybe there is really no more reasons to say there's hope between the two of us. on the other hand, i still keep on hoping that even for just a minute you'll realize that i am the one who you love most. you told me then to wake you up when all things go this way. you told me not to let you go for you might just be blinded by many other things. now? this very moment, how can i prove that you are just blinded? or is this all true already? do i have to wake myself up and say that indeed you have forgotten about the heart which you took and the heart which you gave away. i want to smile but all seems so untrue. even my real emotions is very indistinguishable. i don't know if i am just really happy in a moment or i am just pretending throughout the day. i cry over our past because it's the sweetest memory that i've ever had. i reminisce on the times we shared the laughter. i think of how i cared for you. i am stuck on those pieces, which if you integrate, will make up the whole image of two of us who were both true to each other. many have already gone your way presently. out of those, you might have found one who you think is better. i feel this hurt within. but what else could i do now but cry again. you're taken...you're no longer mine...is your heart really his already? if it is, then just be happy...just be happy and live a joyful life with the man of your innermost dreams...
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