music and me

before, i was just very much interested with the tune of the song. later on i have found that the real essence of the songs lies on its lyrics. it's the content that cultivates the soul of the song. i have never been this kind of music lover like before. on the other hand, i think it's the present need of mine which made me crave for the right music each day of my life...Recently, i have encountered a lot of challenges. Most are emotional. On the other hand, physically, i am also affected. i haven't slept for nights for i kept on thinking about the why's on earth. life has been so unfair as what i always told myself. i have been good but i have never experienced prolonged bliss. Music actually boosted my emotions. it made me feel more about the aches. i hated it at first. later on, i realized music just helped me face the reality. it made me conquer all the fears left by my experiences. now all i can say is that i wanna pray harder and lean to God. There is no one who can understand me the way He does. When He gave music, He gave me the hope to see the light on these things. I know I should never get stagnant with my emotions. I should change. I am not demanding time to make it faster. Gradually, I shall learn to forget. The hard thing is that music keeps on reminding me that there's an unexpected thing that I should always get myself prepared of. Whatever it is, I shall sing with it once again. As i do so in the future, I'll try to prolong the lyrics and add more notes so that it will not end that fast...As for now, I wanna rest...COULD YOU JUST GIVE ME A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON AS I TRY TO BE A BETTER MAN?...

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man