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it's so odd that after all the pain that i have experienced, i am still standing. but that thing just makes me say that God has never left my side. He made me feel so genuine once again. although there are still these traces or scars, i know i am healing up. sooner or later, i'll prove my lines that i'll get stronger than ever.
starting from now, i should try not to think of falling in love again. it's really hard. i can still remember the very first time i fell. she just went away, the other ones played and the last one might have fooled me and made me settle on wordly urges. there is really a danger in loving somebody too much. loving will always ask you to give your best. later on, you'll just see that that best will never be appreciated. at the sight of imperfection, lust and earthly things, one will forget about love and search for someone who can simply satisfy high standard criteria. i am not perfect. i never experienced being so and i think i'll never ever experience it. forever, i'll be living with the same me. just these times, i realized that i have really accepted who i am. before, i say i would change me just to satisfy him. but this time, it's no longer like that. i'll remain to be me. take it or leave it. i am best with what and who i am. no matter how many times you discriminate me from other guys, i know i am unique and nobody can ever be me.
starting from now, i shall love myself more. i have gone a long way waking up with the thought of other's comfort. right, i should have not said or thought about this. but, i have learned. since you haven't appreciated the best that i am giving, then let me just give that best for me. i would have really been very glad to give that to you because i truly love you. on the other hand, you discarded them all, you put my efforts into waste.
starting from now, i'll be a better man...and i promise that when we see each other in the crossroad, i'll have my face chinned up. it's not to boast about me, but to let you know i am still standing stronger than ever to face this bizarre life on my own. life is too short. i really wished to spend it with you and see the days come and nights fade in eternity. but, we could have really lost that chance...
starting from now, i'll try to set my heart free the way you made me feel like you have easily let me off your heart. the bad thing is that i cannot anymore sing the most of the songs in my playlist. they all remind me of you...of us. i'll try not to miss you. i'll make the most of my available time so that i;ll not be left vacant. with that, i will no longer feel pro-longed pain and my eyes will rest from these tears. three months ago, i let you hold my heart...three months ago, i trusted your hands...have you really failed me?
starting from now, i'll do my best to fulfill my promises to myself...i always mean my promises...let me mean it for myself this time...
starting from now, i should try not to think of falling in love again. it's really hard. i can still remember the very first time i fell. she just went away, the other ones played and the last one might have fooled me and made me settle on wordly urges. there is really a danger in loving somebody too much. loving will always ask you to give your best. later on, you'll just see that that best will never be appreciated. at the sight of imperfection, lust and earthly things, one will forget about love and search for someone who can simply satisfy high standard criteria. i am not perfect. i never experienced being so and i think i'll never ever experience it. forever, i'll be living with the same me. just these times, i realized that i have really accepted who i am. before, i say i would change me just to satisfy him. but this time, it's no longer like that. i'll remain to be me. take it or leave it. i am best with what and who i am. no matter how many times you discriminate me from other guys, i know i am unique and nobody can ever be me.
starting from now, i shall love myself more. i have gone a long way waking up with the thought of other's comfort. right, i should have not said or thought about this. but, i have learned. since you haven't appreciated the best that i am giving, then let me just give that best for me. i would have really been very glad to give that to you because i truly love you. on the other hand, you discarded them all, you put my efforts into waste.
starting from now, i'll be a better man...and i promise that when we see each other in the crossroad, i'll have my face chinned up. it's not to boast about me, but to let you know i am still standing stronger than ever to face this bizarre life on my own. life is too short. i really wished to spend it with you and see the days come and nights fade in eternity. but, we could have really lost that chance...
starting from now, i'll try to set my heart free the way you made me feel like you have easily let me off your heart. the bad thing is that i cannot anymore sing the most of the songs in my playlist. they all remind me of you...of us. i'll try not to miss you. i'll make the most of my available time so that i;ll not be left vacant. with that, i will no longer feel pro-longed pain and my eyes will rest from these tears. three months ago, i let you hold my heart...three months ago, i trusted your hands...have you really failed me?
starting from now, i'll do my best to fulfill my promises to myself...i always mean my promises...let me mean it for myself this time...
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